Detrás de la mampara de cristal

Me veo yo mismo Detrás de la mampara, Detrás de esa mampara de cristal Con orificios a manera de bocina Para decir promesas de volver,...

22 de julio, 2020

hugolpalacios

Me veo yo mismo

Detrás de la mampara,

Detrás de esa mampara de cristal

Con orificios a manera de bocina

Para decir promesas de volver,

De no olvidar.

En torno mio,

Un remolino de pañuelos blancos

Y miradas,

Miradas que luchaban por grabarse

Por aferrarse hasta la última silueta.

Fue la primera vez,

Nunca había yo salido de mi casa;

Nunca había yo salido de mi infancia.

Pero a pesar de mi frágil inocencia,

Ya percibía el abismo que se abría,

Entre la angustia inocultable de los rostros,

Y la fingida serenidad de las palabras.

Sin una idea del tiempo

Sin la mínima noción de la distancia.

Fue entonces que aprendí

Por vez primera

El tránsito imperceptible del adiós…

Del estar al no estar.

Fue entonces que aprendí tantas mentiras;

Todas esas promesas de volver,

Y la palabrería de no olvidar.

El niño que era entonces,

Presiente y predice,

Sabe si va a llover o saldrá el sol

¿Sabrá que nadie vuelve?

Sabe lo que se siente

Sabe lo que se cierne,

Detrás de la mampara de cristal.

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